*I’m done* with trying to find the right path for my life- I recently wanted to change jobs so badly. I went to the owner of Sonic and told him this. He had already heard that I might quit and already had a plan for me. That plan included a good raise, all the overtime I can handle, and carhopping time (which never happens). I learned that if you want something to change you gotta make it happen. I went around griping about my work situation, but when I stood up for myself good things happened.
*I’m done* with trying to find love- If you’ve read my blog before this one, then you’d know that I was crushing on a friend. I messed up and fell for a friend. But I’m done with that. I’m 23 and I’m really not in the place that I thought I’d be by now. I see lots of people from High School married or have children. I don’t have anyone, nor do I have the time to find someone right. And finally I have accepted that. I won’t allow guys to treat me like crap *coughdavidcough* nor will I pursue a guy. I just don’t have the time or energy and I think that good things come to those who wait.
*I’m done* worrying and stressing out about everything- I have made myself sick for the last year. I lost 20 pounds. In the words of my family, I look like a skinny cracked out model. I can’t tell you the last time I exercised, ran, read a book or done anything for myself. I’m tired all the time because I stay up worrying about things that don’t matter nor will ever matter. God is in control of my life. He has a plan for me and won’t let me not fulfill it. He’s never let me down and I have faith in that fact that He never will.