I should be in Tulsa right now, but I am not. I will not be returning to ORU this fall. I will be back in the spring and take the first two sessions of summer school. Then I will walk next May. . I will miss my friends like crazy. I already do. What I will be doing is working. I will be working at the resturant that I worked for in High school (Fausto’s). I will work 55 hours a week. I will make $550 a week. Tomorrow morning I leave to go to Lake Jackson, Tx. I will be there for a month. They are putting me in a hotel and paying for it. I love hotels. They are opening a new Fausto’s and I will train all the workers. I will enjoy that because I love to teach people things I know. I did this once before in Bridge City, TX the summer before I went to ORU. I will be off on Weds and Suns. I will work with my youth group. We have about 250 adults in church and 70 in youth. Only about 15 are from “churched” familes. I will enjoy my time with my church family.
OK so I needed a lot of money and I didn’t get it. but ya know, I am not mad at God. I don’t feel like He failed me. I mean gosh He has all the money in the world. If He wanted to give me the money to go back to ORU He could have found a way. No doubt about that. He did it for so many other people, I know He could have done it for me. But He had other plans. This summer has been the hardest summer of my life… I have learned so much about myself, my family, christians, christianity (sp?) and about God…As I embark on this journey for the next couple of months I will no doubt learn a few more things. I will be sure to share those discoveries to all my xanga buddies. See you guys in 20 weeks and 2 days…
Don’t forget me, Love ya lots
Jessica Eve Berzas, the one and only