Hello out there!
I put my new skin up because of my newfound knowledge of all the hip hop stars…I have nothing to do all day except watch there lives portrayed on my TV screen day in and day out. Oh these lonely summer days…. Anyway I will sure to change it soon when I get tired of the music that comes with it or when I find something more meaningful that expresses me. Life hasn’t changed much in the last week. I am writing more poetry and stuff, which makes me happy bc for a long time I had stopped. Today is my one day off a week. This is how I spent it. I went to bed at 2am (2 hours earlier than usual). I woke up at 8am to workout with Sharon Manning from fit.tv. Then I went for a 3 mile walk slash jog. Then I showered and took my sister to her mom’s house. We were locked out, so she decided that I should climb through the window. This took a lot of talent. I had to stand on my 17 yr old sister’s shoulders. I made it in, but not without hitting my head pretty hard on the ledge. I started seeing spots, but after long they went away. Grateful that that was over I headed to the city. After a few “adventures” (um getting lost) I made it to the city library. I spent hours engulfed in the treasures of the shelves. Then I headed to Starbucks to work on my Sr. Paper slash figure out my life. I have been here for 5 hours and no I have not figured out my life yet…I thought if I sat here long enough my future would come to me, but five hours and two latte’s later I chose to update my xanga. Ok so I will end this mega long post with a question then poem.
What are your thoughts on tattoo’s? Would you get one? If so, what and where?
Someday I will not let the ways of this world or circumstances of my life dictate my expressions, feelings or emotions. I will stop trying to be something that I am not just to please my parents. I will trust people.
Someday I will stop living with one foot in and one foot out. I will do what I know is right. I will live for Him and only Him.
Someday I will stop looking for love and be content with the love that He has already provided. I will stop wasting my time on people who don’t respect it. I will wait for God’s timing.
Someday I will let the Jesus inside of me come out without caring what people think. I will be nicer, friendlier, more tactful. I will love like Jesus did.
But when will Someday come? I want that day…I need that day. I need Someday to be Today.